c'est la vie.

MzJOWEE

[dear jesylee: i'm so proud of you! I hope you get the job! and remember to tell them: beer before liquor makes you sicker, and liquor before beer the coast is clear. ]

[dear jenna: thanks for all the book advice!]

I finally found my sign.

"Time heals all wounds."

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will

[Better in Time - Leona Lewis]

xx.

MzJOWEE

[dear jesylee: long beach tonight! you down?!]

[dear jenna: I hope you get that job that you've been wanting! you deserve it + i haven't been to a concert in a while i'm down to watch Celine! LOL]

"Relationships are like glass.  Sometimes it's better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together again. "  - Author Unknown

 I just wanted to say thanks to everyone who's been there for me. To the blog diva's - thanks for always believing in me & all your advice finally gave me the courage to do what I had to do. To the Vagina's, thanks for letting me vent and share with me that heart attack of a dinner last night. I'll always be grateful

to you, thank you. NOW, i can be free.

Getting back to the old updates, it's been a couple days since ive blogged about how my days went so here it is:

I've been getting addicted to heroes lately, I slept around 3am on monday just watching season one. I'm on episode 8, so more time for me being a homebody! LOL. It's funny whenever I get my paycheck I always like to treat myself out to a few things such as: mani/pedi, makeup shopping etc., but one thing I NEVER miss out on is treating myself out to all you can eat Joe's Sushi. yuuuuuum! i love sushi! On tuesday I went with Joy, Anne, Jared & Pat and enjoyed chit chatting and tsismising.

Yesterday, my whole life changed. Hopefully its for the better, and though it still hurts... i can say that i'm proud that i'm trying to pick up the little pieces of my life again. With this chapter ending, a brand new one can begin. i'm ready. The Vaginas and Jared went to the new Guppy tea house last night in Hacienda Heights. I love this place! their dessert is soooooooooo good and everything was cheap! someone take me there againnnnn Chilled there for a bit, went home an knocked out.

Tonight i'm going out with Jane and Jamille to do some damage. Mind you it's day 5 without a hint of alcohol ( which has been an accomplishment for me lately). Yes, i'm going to v2o again and even though clubs are not my style, being fcuked up and having a good time will always be. Hopefully Jess can go so we can holler at the fobs and maybe jess can hook up with one of them LOL. cheers bitches!

until next time...

us lookin fly last week

[terry, jam, moi, mimi]

xx.

MzJOWEE

getting into an accident makes you realize how precious life is... don't take advantage of it.

[NOTE: pics from Luau / V2o / Oktoberfest / Pantera Park in gallery ]

my car is suffering from 5 grand in damages, let's hope i get my baby back soon. Friday I spent the day figuring things out all the while suffering from the worst headache imaginable. After joy's work she came to visit me and nurture my soul by buying me icecream ( thanks love!) and some tabloid magazines. After that, Imee and I cooked dinner - I can't wait to live with her! Went to Andrew's for a bit after that and I won my first tourney poker game! yaaaaaay! headed home around 3 and knocked out. Saturday was spent with the fambam and at night we hit up Oktoberfest at Alpine Village. Beer is the heart to the soul. period. we all got wasted and drunk... damn those germans know how to party! Yesterday I lied in bed and watched Heroes ALL DAY. I am seriously obsessed with that show. thank you to Jam for bringing me out of my bed to watch the guys play some basketball at Pantera. After what i could say about 2093409309 games, we all went out to Chili's, goooood times. Even though you guys make JOKES all the time i still love you guys ahhaha.

It's hard to accept that in an instant, you can lose your life. Whether its something tragic like a car accident, a disease, or cancer there's no safe or plausible way to cheat death. Many people don't realize this until something bad happens - so live your life to the fullest...and if your put in the moment between life and death, you can say to yourself : I have no regrets.

"The tragedy of life is not that it ends so soon, but that we wait so long to begin it." - Anonymous

until next time...

no regrets.

[mimi, jam, jane, moi]

[post secret: it speaks to me...]

xx.

MzJOWEE

[dear jesylee: you have not updated me in so long, WTF where are you!]

[dear jenna: you should have gone with us to oktoberfest, you would have had fun And congrats to you and norman.]

"The great blessings of mankind are within us and within our reach; but we shut our eyes, and, like people in the dark, we fall foul upon the very thing we search for, without finding it."

I'm a firm believer in everything happens for a reason. Such as the worst possible outcome of one can experience through life, there is almost always, someone who's been there or suffering worse than you.

I was born from a family who knows the meaning of the word: determination. Being of second generation descent, my dad and his family had to struggle the worst of times by trying to fit in to American Society. My grandparents with all their hard work managed to put 6 kids through college ( all I may assume are making 100K + in their careers right now) and still have money left over to provide food and shelter. With that upbringing I am what "less fortunate" people call as spoiled because I was provided EVERYTHING that I needed - maybe not what I wanted most of the time... but everything else to make my survival sufficient.

Even though I was brought up with a good home and food, my dad always made me learn the hard way. I was never given a credit card so I can spend vast amounts of money, I had to get good grades to get a poly pocket toy ( remember?) and I was never allowed out the house unless my school was up to par. In college he reviewed my grades every single quarter, he picked the classes that I needed, hell he even picked my major for me AND I didn't even get to go to the school I wanted to. My allowance ($30/wk) wasn't enough to even buy the things i wanted, it only covered for gas, and maybe a few dinners once in a while. Until recently did I realize why he did the things he did, why he was so mean, and why he wanted certain things to be his way.

If he wasn't so strict and very stingy, I wouldn't have graduated in four years, be educated and determined, have my priorities straight, and basically be independant. Since I wasn't given any money I had to work different jobs, and it made me realize if I want something done I had to do it myself.

The reason for this blog that I am writing today is basically a reminder to me (and to anyone who's reading this) to always be appreciative. To even have parents that can feed and provide for their children should already be enough - the lavish lifestyle is only just a bonus.

Today, I see and experience different people take advantage of the lives that were given to them. Whether its a demand for more money, designer clothes and bags, or even a new car the sight of respect and reverence is slowly drifting away.

maybe now that I'm working I realize how much better life is when you buy things out of your own money - because you know  you deserve it.

until next time...

[ sorry for the sideways glance - but damn she's so fcuking cute]

[Katelyn Alyssa]

xx.

MzJOWEE

since lani likes to read blogs and topics with substance, today I will write about my quest for love. [ this is for you lani ]

 "A very small degree of hope is sufficient to cause the birth of love. There is no remedy for love but to love more."
-Thoreau

As of now my quest for love is - nonexistent. To be completely honest, growing up I was never really alone. there was always someone there that I can count on and even though I see myself as independant, i can safely say that I always had someone there right beside me.

Throughout college despite the saying "don't have a bf/gf in college you'll regret it" I surrounded myself with people who had significant others... so it didn't really motivate me in wanting to be by myself. I enjoyed going on double dates, always wanting to go somewhere and knowing someone was just a phone call away, having problems and someone was right there with a tissue box and ice cream. It was exhilirating to love and be loved in return. As we grow older our priorities change - we start wanting to be in long term relationships & finding potential boyfriends/girlfriends for marriage. But for me it seems as if that "long term relationship" lifestyle is slowly drifting away. Don't get me wrong, every single person that i've been with has made such a positive impact in my life ( I for one thing believe they could do so much better) but nowadays, i'm content in being alone.

I don't know why that is, but i'm beginning to think that i've reached a point in my life where my main priority is me. If i'm going to date or be with someone I need to take care of me before I take care of anything else. With that said it raises the whole new discussion of "standards." I'm not the type to judge on looks alone, but NOW there are certain things that I want to look for before anything gets serious. Here's the criteria:

• a MAN
  
• Educated
  
• Family Oriented (ESPECIALLY THIS ONE)
• priorities straight in life
• Open Minded
  
• no baggage ( no crazy ex's or families wanting to kill each other)
• TALL ( at least 5'10, come on i'm 5'8)
• Spontaneous
• Driven and Self Motivated
• an AWESOME cook ( BBQ a must!)
• Good in bed - HAHA LANI!
  
• FUNNY, FUN, FUN
• NO inhibitions ( not an alcoholic or an avid gambler)
• someone who can handle my DELIRIOUS family
  
• NON CLINGY

I know this might be much which is why I think i'll be single forever haha.

Also, this time around i'm going to do it right. Before I even start getting serious with someone he has to meet my dad first, no more lying and sneaking around...i seriously believe this is the ULTIMATE TEST.

Though I miss the movie nights, the hot chocolate under a blanket, and double dates - this is a whole new different experience for me because I FINALLY get to prioritize something...

myself.

till next time...

xx.

MzJOWEE

[For your viewing pleasure: Locust Lounge pictures posted at gallery]

- enjoy yourself while I update this bad boy

MzJOWEE

[  pics from erin's birthday are posted in gallery ]

[dear jesylee : douchebaggery. all i gotta say]

[dear jenna: let me know when that doggie contest comes, I'm sorry we didn't hang out saturday! I seriously woke up at 1:30pm and that's because my friend called me... if she didn't I would probably been asleep still by 3 or 4 =/ hahaha ]

"another day, another dollar."

I am so fucking tired. Who knew that four days of straight up partying can take a toll on you? I really really really really need to stop partying and eating out so much. Drinking, partying, going out and drinking partying and going out is really taking on toll on my wallet. Mind you, I am working full time now and the funds are coming in but it's really hard for me to save every month, when I go out with a bunch of party animals ( me being the biggest one of them all). This weekend alone i spent about $250 on partying, partying, drinking, and partying. agggggggggggghhhhhhhhh!!!!!

PLUS it's really hard to say that I have to stop partying, because I have an attention span of a fucking ant ( quoting you jesylee) and i am never never never content in staying at home for a whole weekend. I have to either be doing something, or going somewhere or spending time with someone. I LOVE doing different things, trying new places,and traveling to different locations - and it is not helping AT ALL with my wallet. ridiculous.

it doesn't help either that i have a brown belt in shopaholicism (still trying to attain the black belt), and if i find something i want that looks good and in my price range - you'll see it in my closet. It is vary rare to see me in the same outfit twice in one year... ridiculous.

it's VERY FUNNY that I graduated with a finance degree - yet i'm finding it very difficult to budget my money.. GOD i need to start focusing on the topic of time value of money ( all you finance heads SHOULD KNOW what the hell that means) i think since i barely started working full time, seeing the cash flow in my account every two weeks gets me uber excited. So this an ode to myself that I WILL ( slowly but surely...)

• invest my money into a CD
• invest my money into treasury bills
• eat out less than four times a week ( that's including going out for lunch)
• save $300-$400 every two weeks
• spend less than $50 on shopping every week
• start cooking at home - or at friends house... date night ladies!
• limit myself to drinking only ONCE a week.. then slowly progress to ONCE every two weeks ( this will be my BIGGEST challenge)

any other suggestions?! please do so...

AND on TOP OF THAT I WILL...

• go to 24 hour 4-6 times a week
• walk with the aunties everyday
• limit myself on RICE and BREAD - more on meat, salad, meat, salad LOL
• eat BEFORE 6:30 PM
  
• NO SWEETS
• NO JUNK FOOD
• NO SODA
  

anything else??

AGHHHHHH!!

SIDE NOTE: I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE DIVA REUNION IN SANTA MARIA 10/24 - 10/26: DEBAUCHERIES HERE WE GO!!!!

until next time...

[happy birthday love! erin & I @ DTF]

 xx.

MzJOWEE

Good God. work today is so hectic i can barely get time to update.

 [current thought:]

• have you ever realized when we get older we reach a point in our lives where some people that we associate with no longer provide value to us anymore, and all you want to do is cut them out? - I think I found my first one.

AND...

• have you ever realized that life is too short to spend on stupid guys who don't have the balls to do ANYTHING? ayyy caramba.

just a quicky:

• i'm officially moving out the house 11/15/08 - FUCK! i'm so excited
• someone tell me where to get cheap furniture!
• does anyone have an extra fridge?
  
• haven't heard from the body shop yet - i hope my baby is okay
• I have a date on friday - with all my aunts! apparently i'm "rich" now so I have to treat them out to dinner aghhh
• sailing on sunday wooO!
• no plans for the earlier part of the weekend - someone hit me up!
  
• i spent an accumulation of only 20 dollars these past 3 days... aren't you proud of me!!!!!!!
• why is everything happening the weekend of the 24-26th?!!!! OH WELL, SEXY DIVA TIME! [ lani and kels, do you know who's picking you guys up?!]
• let's get to the nitty gritty and go to downtown SLO again - HAHA
• halloween's coming up soon! everyone wants to get crazy!!! where to this year?!!!
• NYE in VEGAS?!!! WHO'S WITH ME!

a little spoken word from my wingwoman:

||:On Repeat:||

 Have you ever heard a song
that you couldn't stop thinkin bout?
Just couldn't get out your head?

I did.

This song came on one day
Unexpected.
Different.
Honest.
It made me think and listen hard
Listen to what the words really meant.
I turned the volume up
and bumped the bass a lil more.
The hook got me thinkin this thought
a thought that had what i was lookin for.
I put it on repeat
over and over again it spun
The only song I listened to
Thee   only   one.
I heard things I had never heard before
A depth.
A passion.
A humor that made me laugh.
When this song came close to ending
A fading of endless thoughts
I'd quickly skip back...
back to back and back again.

And every time it'd play
it would bring me back to the 1st.
The 1st time it played.
The 1st time I listened.
The 1st time I let it in.
True.
Deep.
Real.
I like it real, deep, and always so true.

My true you.

My favorite...
                       ...you're always on repeat.

until next time...

oktoberfest!

[me and randy]

xx.

MzJOWEE

[ current thought(s): ]

• why is it when guys sleep around, they get props but when girls do they are called sluts?
• WHY IS RENT SO DAMN EXPENSIVE AGGHHHHHHHHH
  

my own personal checklist for the 3/4 v's apartment ( for anne and ana too if your reading - click on links to see suggestions )

LIVING ROOM

• Sofa [ sofa #1 ; sofa #2 ; sofa #3 ; sofabed #1) -DONE
  
• end table
  
• coffee table/ ottoman
  
• lamps
• TV stand ( Target TV stand ) -DONE
  
• bookcase - DONE
  
• accents ( rug, portraits, picture frames, posters, curtains, candles)
• accent chair for bookcase ( maybe the futon chair bed? )
  
• plants, plants, plants
  

KITCHEN/DINING AREA

• refrigerator - DONE
  
• pots/pans- DONE
  
• utensils - DONE
  
• dining table - DONE
• plates/bowls/kitchenware - DONE
  
• blender - margarita time! woo hoo - DONE
  

 BATHROOM

• rugs
• shower curtains

MISCELLANEOUS

• Vacuum
• Swiffer
• Broom

I feel like i'm missing something... ladies? divas?

On a diffferent note,

I'm taking the aunties to dinner tonight on my treat because apparently i make money now... LOL i am just hoping that their taste in dinner isn't the same as their taste in fashion ( I.E chanel, salvatore, dooney & bourke etc..) because I will be BROKE as a motherfucker by the time this ends. ( mind you theres going to be 6-7 of us hahaha)

I've been fulfilling my goals within spending money, and drinking. I've only drank once this week already and it was only just a few sips of heff with Geoff and Perry... so that's my limit for the week.

an UPDATE ON HALLOWEEN: we are mosdef partying in west hollywood! what to be this year...

I'm going sailing with the company on sunday! It's going to be fun let's hope i don't get sea sick =/ .

if anyone is free this weekend.. let me know otherwise I am going to drown myself in TV shows...

until next time...

aghh, fabulous.

xx

MzJOWEE

[current thought(s):]

• god how is it possible that i'm still fcuking drowsy from the motion sickness medicine I took yesterday?!!!!!!!!!
• I get SO excited when i see tabs from everyone - divas! keep writing!

"Associate yourself with men of good quality if you esteem your own reputation; for 'tis better to be alone than in bad company."
- George Washington (1732 - 1799) US Statesman.

I haven't had a decent update on this thing for a bit so here it goes:

Nothing too exciting has been going on, I feel like the weeks are going by faster and yet I still have so many thing that I need to do or want to do. I've been trying to get into the mode of saving money, but buying new furniture and other essentials for the new apartment is leaving a huge hole in my wallet =(. I have been very efficient in the non drinking thing and not going out to eat so much so yayy! on me for that hahaha.

On friday I went to elephant bar with my aunts to treat them out for dinner. It was good times with them, and it's sometimes good to surround yourself with people from an older crowd so you get a different perspective on things. for what may seemed like 4 hours of gossipping i was sooooooo glad the bill didn't go over $100.00 haha, i'm such a cheap ass. After dinner, the soul sistas came over to chill and jane made deep fried oreo's and funnel cake. Even though it was so unhealthy it was soooooooooooooo gooood.. YUM YUM YUMMMM! After that we watched zohan, the girls left around 2 and i knocked out.

Saturday was such a loooooooooooooongg day. Ana and I went furniture shopping, we found a sofa and dining table for about $700 so the three girls are going to split it up. We started our errands around 9am and finished at 4. God, i was sooo tired! After that we went to Jane's to chill then off to yardhouse with gilbert. We talked and tsismis'd a bit about some certain assholes and we called it a night around 2am.

On sunday I woke up around 7:30am to go sailing with the company. This will be the first AND LAST time I will ever go sailing HAHA. i was so drugged up because I took two dramamine ( motion sickness pills) and it knocked me out the WHOLE time goddamn. For an 9 hour sail trip i was only awake for probably 4 hours. It was really nice outside though and we saw dolphins and sea lions... such a great day!   After that I was going to join some of the girls/guys at pantera park so leo could play ball but instead I just went to the apartment, ate a bit of leo's adobo and knocked outttttt. til RIGHT NOW i'm still so fuckin' tired and drugged up...WTH!

these next two weeks/weekends are going to be soo much fun I CAN NOT WAIT! diva time!/halloween time!

• 10/24 - 10/26 SEXY DIVA TIME @ SM!
• 10/26 - Knott's scary farm
• 10/27 - Michaele's Halloween Party
• 10/29 - Gino's Bday at Yardhouse
  
• 10/31 - Trick or Treating/ West Hollywood with the drunk bitches and then some
  
• 10/1 - Rage with Vaginas, + Jared and then some

until next time...

beautiful.

xx.

MzJOWEE

[pictures from sailing are posted in gallery ]

[jenna: please post what you were going to post!]

[lani: keep shopping lady! you deserve it!]

[current thought: it's official bitches! I am DEFINITELY moving out 11/15/08! ] 

“Talent is God given. Be humble. Fame is man-given. Be grateful.

Conceit is self-given. Be careful.”

Yesterday Anne, Ana, Geoff, Perry & I made the finalization for the V House. We are all definitely excited. Housewarming KICKBACK?!?! ( sorry no parties, when we get the apt i'm officially going to be saving MORE money and becoming boring.. BOO )Geoff and Perry with their goofy selves was really close to pissing off the apartment manager because they kept making monkey sex noises. hahahah I love those boys. After that the vagina's went to dinner at Thai BBQ, - as always good times with them.

Today, it's time to get back on the fitness regime so i'm going to be doing some salsa dancing and turbo kickboxing. Due to the accident I STILL have neck pains which prohibited me from working out so much but now that it's getting better.. hopefully i'll be back on track. The body shop that's working on my car called a few days ago saying there was more damage than actual on my car so they have to keep my baby in for a few more days hopefully I'll get it back next week.  Even though the car that i'm using is a BMW, i reallly reallly miss the gas efficiency of may car. GOD, beamers are nice but they are soooo expensive ( especially since I have to put 91 on it instead of my 87! )

Tomorrow i'm going to hang out with some high school friends. I haven't seen Ken in soooo long, especially Mick since he's back from Thailand. I'm going to enjoy trying to understand what the hell he's talking about. it's going to be fun! the next two weekends are piling up with dinners, birthdays, events... how can one have enough money to go to everyone's shenanigans!

QUESTION: what should I wear for the debut? simple yet chic, or something that's glamorous and REALLY stands out?! - someone decide for me!

until next time...

xx.

MzJOWEE

countdown: 2 days

SOOOOO EXCITED!!!!!

"Feelings of worth can flourish only in an atmosphere where individual differences are appreciated, mistakes are tolerated, communication is open, and rules are flexible -- the kind of atmosphere that is found in a nurturing family."
-- Virginia Satir:

missing like 92723842834 other divas but you can pretty much tell - we're fucking hottness.

minus the one in the beige jacket - were pretty much exclusive

this is what were going to do night and day ladies for the weekend - get ready!

xx.

• countdown: less than 12 hours
•  days drinking : 2  ( day 1: bishamon w/ high school friends; day 2: barney's beanery with my loves)
  

  hung over = no bueeeeenooooo.

xx.

WHY ISNT ANYONE BLOGGGING?!! I NEED PICS FROM THE DEBUT!!! while I try to update this bad boy with what the hell has been going on lately AND uploading the pictures.. i leave with this quote =)

 "I'm looking for love. Real love. Ridiculous, inconvenient, consuming, can't-live-without-each-other love."

- Carrie, Sex and the City

MzJOWEE

[NOTE: JILLS DEBUT PICTURES POSTED IN GALLERY ]

" don't ever make someone a priority if they only consider you as an option."

So it's been a hell of a long time since i've updated and I know i promised to write religiously, but i've been trying to build up my mini-adventures so i can have stories to write about BEWARE, this entry is going to be looooooooong, so bear with me...

Wednesday 102208: I met up with some old high school friends at Bj's. It was nice to see Ken again after not having to see him for like 6 months, I swear to GOD that guy is pimp status. The last time I talked to him he was dating some chick and now he's dating another one... within 6 MONTHS... what the eff? hahahah. Our friend Mick came back from Thailand after being there for like 5 years, his accent is fucking off the charts but I still love him. Arnold and Matt met up with Ken, Mick and I at BJ's. It was fun times being around a bunch of cocks, I forgot how hormonal and how much testosterone they have. We kept talking about how one of the girls from our highschool is now a PORN STAR and even though she may not be the prettiest fucking girl in the world, her facial expressions when getting it in the ass is fabulous, as so they say. We all shared a couple of pitchers and after since the night was still young they wanted to either: 1. Go to a strip club 2. Watch porn at Ken's House 3. Hookah and 4. Karaoke. We all decided karaoke and went to a local place around Covina called Bishamon. Matt barely found out that I smoke out, so since had some in his car we blazed it up a little bit and before you know it I was singing tunes to God knows what - and NO ladies, it wasn't a repeat of my videos on you tube. Bastards. haahaa. Called it a night around 12 - I missed those fuckers.

Thursday 102308: Christian, Michaele, Ana & I decided to go to Old Town Pasadena because me and Michaele were in need of tension release because of the previous events that's happened to us over a couple days. We ended up at Barney's Beanery and let me just say this night was just a big damn blur. Michaele was already fufcked from her patron and screwdriver and me on the other hand ended up downing 4 PINTS of HEFF because Michaele didn't want to mix alki with beer. I was able to meet up Henry that night and it was fucking great. I really missed him since I haven't seen him from when he left to go on tour so that definitely made my night. All the while everything was happening I think Christian was getting scared because he was with 3 girls, one of them with a testosterone level of a dude. HAHA it was funny trying to hit on all these guys for Michaele. Gotta love that girl We ended the night around 3 with a delicious bowl of Yoshinoya thanks to Ana's "friend" HADJI.. hahaha!!

Friday 102408: Work seemed a bit longer this day because I was so excited to see the fambam. I missed them so much! I rode with JP and Ateh Jan to Santa Maria and ended up over there around 12:30am. The boys went to Chumash (sp?) while the girls scarfed down endless amounts of Jack in the box food. Though Jack in the box may not seem very healthy, it is ALWAYS tradition to get some late night snacks, ESPECIALLY the Oreo Cookie Shake YUM YUM FOR MY TUM TUM! Finally met the infamous dan (as everyone would say he's awesome and really nice x 10), Bonded with the DIVAS and called it a night around 4AM.

Saturday 102508: We all woke up really early, lopped a little bit and while Lani was getting her ugly toes done ( HAHA JK!) I went to the thrift store and almost bought this 95c dress. DAMNIT! I should have bought it. After that as tradition we went to Splash Cafe for Chowder (YUMM!) and Jenna, Kels, Norman & Dan went to buy Madonna Inn Cake.... YUMMMMM! After we all split, Ateh Jan, Jared, Lani and I went wine tasting ( AGAIN, another tradition) and got a little buzzed from that. Jill's debut was fabulous, and it was nice to see EVERYONE again... God i love my family so much! It was really funny seeing the court a little bit buzzed like Jill JP and especially TOPPY & DANIEL. HAHAHAH! they couldn't even their food let alone walk! LOL! gooooood times!

Sunday 102608: Went home in the morning, got food from this place called Oinkster with ateh Jan and JP -- their belgian fries are AWESOME! After coming home I spent some time with the Soul Sista Imee at BJ's, complained to her a little bit and we bonded for a little bit too. After dinner with Imz I went with Ana and Joy to Guppy's and ended the night there... i was soooo exhausted.

Monday 102708: After work I met up with Vinz to chitchat for about 2-3 hours. It was nice catching up with him -- i hope things work out for the better buddy! After that Leo and I went to get some food from Winco so we can cook Longanisa & Sinigang. YUM! it was our monday TV Show night meaning : big bang theory, how I met your mother, Heroes &  One tree Hill. I love MONDAYS! After watching the TV shows i went to Janes to pick up my Halloween Costume. Guess what i'm going to be this year..... A FIREFIGHTER!!!! the dress is EXTREMELY short, i'm a little bit uncomfortable but from seeing what other girls are going to wear this year, i'm actually covered up. HAHAH!

Tuesday 102808: God I must have bad luck with cars because my grandpas car overheated!!!!! enough said i'm sad.

Today!: Found out my car is ready to be picked up friday YAY! Lucy is back in business.  After work I'm going to do a little dance, make a little love, get down tonight! HAHA JK then MAYBE go to Gino's party. (IF i get a ride)

Here's what coming up the next few days

• Thursday 102908 : DTF or LONG BEACH?!
• Friday 103008: HALLOWEENIE! West Hollywood BABY!!!!
• Saturday 103108: Tatay's welcome Home/Hockey/Erik's Going Away/ Rage
• Sunday 110108: Re-upholstering/sanding/painting cabinets for the Apt YAY!

WOOOO! that WAS LONG!

until next time...

Mick&I at BJ's

SPLASH W/ DIVAS! [ my eyes are closed =/]

gotta love the SAN ANTONIO DIVAS!!!!

aren't we fufcking HOT?!!

xx.

MzJOWEE

"Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are."

It is currently 72 degrees in West Covina and I've never been HAPPIER! I love the cold, the more cold the better... the more cold, the more clothes, hence more reasons to go shopping! I am finally able to break out in my sweaters, boots, trenchcoats, long sleeves and jackets -- ahhh, tis the time to be merry.

Speaking of being merry, the vaginas are going to be festive by putting a christmas tree in the apartment. I'm so excited! I love the holidays and the idea of sipping hot chocolate curled up in a blanket with a book or TV makes me smile. I'm pretty excited as well because I already told my boss that I was going to take off the two thursdays of Christmas and New Years. 2 weeks straight of 4 day weekends woo!

Back to present day, the body shop called me today and said that my car is actually available TODAY but since i don't get off work till 5 AND i still have to pick up the money.. i won't be able to get it until hopefully tomorrow . Yesterday I went to watch Saw V with Henry and got some sushi after. I gotta say the SAW series is pretty gory but V was actually a good ending to all of it. Let's just hope they end it with 5 ahahah. Chillen' with Henry was good times. I can't believe he's freakin' leaving again for another 1 1/2 months.

On a brighter note, Christian, Ana & I are going to Pasadena AGAIN ( something about that place keeps me coming back - i love it!) along with Joy & Dom, MAYBE Gilb, Vinz and Michaele... more good fun drunk times! Halloween is tomorrow and the VAGINA's plus Greg are going to tear it up tomorrow with our SLUTTY ASS outfits. ( YES, even Greg.. haha JK!) Your going to see a fire(wo)man, mummy, nurse, and catholic school girl with Dr. Feel Good --- hahahaha! I can't wait!

On saturday tatay's going to be back from Florida ( I honestly don't know how long he's going to be here) but I really missed him so I'm glad that he's coming back Time to give back that stupid beamer! ugh, so many problems and gas issues! i guess i'm not really meant to be driving cars =x. HAHAH

COUNTDOWN TILL MOVE OUT: 16 DAYS

until next time...

HAHHAHA, just because it's soooo cute

xx.

i'm going to make this short, efficient and sweet.

I need to be admitted into alcoholics anonymous.

xx.